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Saturday, August 20th, 2005
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| Time: | 2:04 am. |
| Mood: |  confused. |
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I saw fourty year old virgin B) it was funny but very sexual. Anyways my friend Shanes mad at me and I'm having mixed emotions about it I mean none of them are happy. But one moment I hate him but another Im writing him an email apoogizing when I didnt do anythign at all. I deffinatly dont want to go to school and see him again if he hates me. Even though he says he hates me I doubt he does but it still hurts for someone to say something like that. and maybe not a good friend. but hes mad at me so he can say whatever. I dont really know just confused
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Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
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| Time: | 8:27 pm. |
| Mood: |  loved. |
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guess what guys i dont gots tonsilities =D butt i did have to get medication for mental reasons B) jk jk i have like strep throat. I lvoee pictures ♥ and neopets which is unfortunate because its ssoo dumb. XD i made a new lookupp today and i lovee cttm and im in a loving mood really. SOo if you want like 500000000 dollars and i had that much id probably give you half :) gee i just write pointless stuff in this journal. I go back to school the 22nd!! this monday *crysss* Im kinda excited but then again no..nooo LOL i hate school ahh anyway talk to yyou later gater
P/S they didnt have lovinggg or something so i jsut put loved thanks guys B)
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I got kneww mood smile guys the look like dinoos :*
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Sunday, August 14th, 2005
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GUESS what imm going to die =(((( coz i have tonsilitesss.. IT Hurts like soo badly in my throatt likke pokey stuff is trying to hurt my tonsels and stufff.. i mean gee wiz theyre soo rude newayss i hope i go to the doctor coz my friend said i could get them taken out if I dont get medicine for it..coz i have these white bubbly soress or something by my tonselss. newaysss your probably all sick from reading this but maybe you feel my painn :'(((
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Thursday, August 11th, 2005
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| Time: | 11:57 pm. |
| Mood: |  contemplative. |
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YOO>>>Im listening to matchbox twenty.!! IM in lovee with it seirously. I got a bunnnch of stuff guyss at the mall. isnt that just f-a-b-u-l-o-u-s (THATT took a loong time to type) yeah im soo excited for schooll, butt then im not really coz i like sitting around doing nothinc and sleep in and stayign up late. But who doesnttt NEwayss OKAy!! BYE guys MUWAH
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Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
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| Time: | 3:26 pm. |
| Mood: |  frustrated. |
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i hate when people give me a lecture about my self esteem. Like they say you shouldn't care what people think abou how you look. Its soo stupid becasue mostly everyboyd cares. They wouldnt bother brushing their hair and stuff in the morning or pick out cute but uncomfortable clothes or wear makeup. Besides I mean my self esteem has been getting a lot better, and I just hate when people talk to me Like im a pshyco patient, when basically every normal teenage girl goes through this!! its so frustrating
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| Time: | 6:44 pm. |
| Mood: |  nerdy. |
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im listening to kevin james - sweat the small stuff. its sooo funny. :* hes the guy from king of queens. im drinking docter pepper and on thursday im getting my teeth cleaned =D i was using webcam with erika, bruno, and shane and i have screenies up here soooon.
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WEll. Today, well kinda of yesterday, but I mean does it really matter? Anyways, Kay. So. I finished Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. I'm soo sad, I mean anyone who wasn't sad about that book is just a horrible person. I really love dobby :* like hes so fabulous. Anyways. So. Keppy, hes a bottle of ketchup, says that he thinks I should be getting more sleep. So does Lauren, but I mean gee wiz its not like keppy or lauren is my mommy. But my mommy isn't here so I guess I need to have a replacement. Today I went skating with Shane, Eli, and my brother at rite aid. We arrived at 10 PM and I came home around 12 AM XD yess, im such a rebel. It was pretty funy, although I didn't really skate, I just watched because I just cant even do an ollie. Okay well I'm really not trying to be a blabber like yesterday but if you dont like it dont read it. gosh.
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| Time: | 1:50 am. |
| Mood: |  indifferent. |
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Im in love with alt+3 =D SOO. Im soo hyper its 1:50 AM HEre. Im listening to cry me a RIver by justin timberlink..its sooch a sad song if you think about it :( POOR JUSTIFIED. Im drinking dr pepper and im cold and i just made a new layout for uhm this which is called live journal. Im talking to pure aka jee. I guess she used to go more known as pure but now shes more known as jee. I dont really know because like we used to be good friends when i called her pure, but now shes called jee, and I havent talked to her for a while, well we've talked but where not like OMGMG MY BFF...but shes soo cool and shes pretty. SOMone needs to post that in their livejournal and I guess thats me.
ASGFFHJK:LKAVJIA WER
SOO I ♥ my cameraaaa :D ITS JSUT Such a fantastic invention I mean whoo on earth would have known I could take a picture of THA beautttiufl memories of everything back in 111 AD. NO ONE i bet. Unless the guy that invtened it was there and he spent his whooolle life thinking about it. POor guy what a looser. if he didnt invent the camera and get a bunch of money, like he wouldnt be a chick-magnet. thats soo sad because porr guys getting used for his money. HASnnt anyone heard of lost lovee dont cost a thanng. APparently not coz i never heard it before like i was borned and i wasnt born as loong ago ass 111 add. oh well.
G'NITTEY
I Donnt really know why i said that coz im not really going to bed, i might read harry potter or chill with neoo. I just go premium, its not that great actually but its okay I guess. I mean I dont know if its worth it but i guess. I dont really know but i really just am going past the 15 day trial soo leo can get points. coz im nice lykkk dat yo. of course i nice to everrrboyd mostly. thats just who i am. soo is erika shes soo nice you dont even know her as much as me. unless your erika B) and other peoplle know better maybe but dont ruin my life but saying that kAY?! COz im feeling good. :) PRETTY. I wonder if thats a mood. I gess ill see. of course you probably already sawd if i did or not coz my mood is way up there ^^^ but for me its down here to decide OMG THeres noot ^^<<>>>< facing down. Unless i missed it. oh werll *POINNT DOWN* thats oold fashioned style babes. OKAY well see ya lter dudes *YOU GOT IT>* BYE
PSSS I DONT KNOW WHAT THISS MOOD MEANS BUT I LIKE IT
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Saturday, August 6th, 2005
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| Time: | 9:03 pm. |
| Mood: |  crushed. |
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BAck from cousins.. it was soo cool yo. except im soo sad because we got tivo and it was supposed to record degrassi but it didn't becoz my mommy turned it off before we left *teaaar* Imm soo disapoointed i wanted to see that bADDLY... coz like paige goot it pretty rough with the cheer leaders. NEways. kay Im done. ♥♥♥
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Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
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| Time: | 9:32 pm. |
| Mood: |  guilty. |
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sometimes I wonder like, if I'm being selfish and don't even realize it, untill its too late...or i never do realize it. I mean sometimes I just, dont think about how this effects other people as much as it does. I really need to think about that the next time I fight with a friend.
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I've decided to start using LJ again. Hopefully I will use it longer then a week this time B) I can't think of much to say right now. So I'll write later
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Thursday, April 7th, 2005
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I KNoooW i haven't written in 442920327491 years but its because jenny is grounded from the computer for grades! Yucky yuck yuck, right? :( WEell i'm missing you all. Schools ookay I guess. I don't think I'm doing -that- bad right now. :D but I can't be on till my grades approve. I sneak on though. Sometiems I think my mom also forgets. WEllll ttyl Love you much :D
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Thursday, March 24th, 2005
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It's been two days of softball and I'm already getting home late not having enough time in the day to do anything. practice homework and all the stuff inbetween are driving me crazy. XD I hurt my thumb todayy (OOww) cozz we practiced hitting and it hit my thumb instead of the bat. I'm making tons of new friends ont he softball team. Like they know my namee now XD although a couple of girls think im retarded coz I had a problem with finding a bat. A very long story. WEll the oc tonight was good and I just finished typing my paper for english. good thing i can type fast OWOhhooo XD well night pepps
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Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
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That was a gooooood movie :D I watched it yesterday on TV, and they don't have it in my video store and I've been wanting to see it for like everrr. Today was supper cold and windy. icky weather. It didn't rain till after school though. And i love rainnee :( me and bri and jimmy had to cuddle up on the ground because we couldn't go inside because we were being too noisy. I sang some songs in PE, andn we had to play softball in PE which i love to do but I mean its super colldd. Therees this funny kid named ricky whoo plucked his eyebrows today in math XDDD and lets seee ooh yeah my math teacher told me to go to my normal seat again and I said It's not my seeat though but he wouldnt goo with it today I guess. so I had to movee back. soo now more marcus and shawni. they make my math funnn, because i cant really focus in that class, so I just need to do something elese, and talking to them is fun XD WELll I heart you alll specially rainne (whcihh needs to get on msnn more :K:K:K) and twinklee and erikka... OOHh yeah vote for her pet XD byeee alsoo if you have any junkk I need SDB packrat sooo help pleasee :DD and thanks erikka for helping me a bunchhh :)
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hiii :D i have my music cranked coz im home alone! Yay :) donnt come steal me noow :( *cryy*
XD me and brianna are offcially cool I guess, I mean I could never be best friends with her again, at least like we were. I just dont feel comfortable with her anymore, the way i did XP
i got in trouble in math for back talking my teacher coz he told me to moveee and i said not ahts not my seat :P soo no i have detention XD
wELll byye
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I replied to her with this :)
Me not forgiving you would be the biggest mistaike of my life. And I don't know about you, but I don't plan to ruin my life anytime soon. I love you so much Bri, and anything that I said during our fight I regret, except that I have never cared about someone as much as I cared about you. You are my life Bri, and I have been feeling sick every day since our fight. I kept thinking about what you said, and how I was so wrong and how I didn't even deserve to be your friend. I'm so happy and honored that you still want to be my friend. I love you so much. always. forever. never again will we fight like this. Never.
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I think we're going to be friends again. She wrote me this email
I drove downtown today to town...and during that drive i thought so much about how i am so dumb for not forgiving you by now. Im so dumb jenn ive never felt so bad in my life as i do now. And im sure that you`re not going to forgive mee right away or even at all but just think about mee, think about the great things we`ve done and dont let this ruin us because i love you so much i couldnt stand knowing what my life would be like without you as my best friend. Im so sorry im soo sorry and I AM SOO SORRY because i feel like an idiot and i should burn in hell. I take back everything EVERYTHING i said. I was just pissed for absulutley know reason i know of but please dont let our friendship end because of stupid mee. I wish i could say something so you can realize how sorry i am for us fighting. Please know, i do care, ive always cared, i wont ever stop caring.
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Saturday, March 19th, 2005
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| Time: | 12:33 pm. |
| Mood: |  shocked. |
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Well why do you assume all this crap about what you know that im doing or not doing? Im not moving from the table..did i tell you that? noo i didnt but to let you know...I will move if your going to sit there. And i do care okay..becuz i wouldnt be talking to you write now if i didnt so dont you dare tell mee what you know about me okay? To let you know, we WERE best friends but im so over you jennifer ur just pointless to mee your nothingness...why you wonder? Well becuz you and I would never or could never be best friends like we were...okay ive changed alot and jenn, you havent and thats so true.
that was an email from brianna. It might not all make sense. but im sure it will juist enough to get to the point. I can't believe that I could ever call her my best friend. I hate her.
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